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What a start man!!! Pagi-pagi je da uat hal!! Boring je... my left side of my shoes pecah!! & i only realise when im at eunos bustop... like what the hell..... luckly i have a pair of shoes in apek’s boot... if not im doom!!! & thank god he is working night shift today... if not no point also if i have a pair of shoes in his boot..... he was so sweet to sent me to school since he was already up... & yeah he didn’t shower..... he with his muka basi sent me to school.... this is the 2nd time he is doing this... the 1st time was when he sent me to perak... he really like cina bukit man.... go out never shower....haha...next time no more eh apek so buruk... i reached school so early.. the lab is not even open... im so impressed with myself...haha....

School was kind of fun today as we kept on sending email to each other... i know its kind of stupid to do that la... but got no choice... to bored!!! & we can’t chat online... Now kak ti naughty2... she started chatting ready... she kept on checking her blind spot... i guess if she go for her tp, she’ll pass seh... haha.... but im still good girl... i didn’t chat at all... wink2... oh ya i learnt something new today.... wakaka... i can just press the reply all button in hotmail in order to reply to those in the sent list... haha...but im not the only i who don’t know about it... wakaka... so im not alone huh...

Mummy cook my fav today.... yum2... shit man today i eat a lot!!! Im fat!!! How like that... i never follow my diet!!! I’ll be fat like a PIG!!!haiz... anw welcome on board dut... we are now in the same boat!!! Now u’ll know how i feel...wakaka....

Why can’t my day be happy through out?? Why must it end with a dissapoinment?? Haiz... if only i can leave with my crazy friends!! I think that is the only way that i can laugh my heart out all day long!!! Wakaka...

Hopefully tomorrow will be a wonderfull day at school... hmm... if only i’ve someone to look forward to at school... kan best!!!haiz... i miss my BEAR!! Bear can u please join TP?? Wakaka... if only la....

"keluhan hatiku tak siapa yg tahu ku simpan semua sebak di dada biar ku yang terluka pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu pernahkah kau hargai cara ku mencintai mu

nafas dan kata dari bibir adakah yang dari hati mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tersembunyi titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi pernahkah kau peduli tentang diriku ini "

its been a while since my last update... i've been busy with school & school has been really stressful!!! there so many rules that we have to follow.... kita da macam anjing!!! lately i don't get enough sleep so im kind of cranky....little little things can get me mad!!!! to u people out there, better watch what u are saying as i can blow anytime!! wakaka...

just now i went to liyana's chalet... she turns 21 on the 25th of apr... it was kind of boring la coz there were not many people... the food was suck too!!! we bought for her bag at taka... ili wanted to let the taka people wrap the present but i ended up wrapping it as the promoter at the wrapping paper counter didn't know how to wrap it... haha... for pics, i've to wait for ili to pass it to me.... anw i took 2 good shots of the foucs thingy... haha... im so happy!!

due to school, i think i've to cancel my BALI trip!!! i was really looking forward to it man!!! im so upset about it!!! haiz what to do... school is more important... & this is already my last lap... all i need to do is hang on... im really sorry apek, i know we have been planning for it for months & started saving up but i just don't want to risk my MP grades.... i guess u should know how much i wanted to go right?? hope u'll understand my situation..... by reading all this i think u should know my decision right apek?? i don't dare to tell u face to face as i know u'll be really upset with my decision... so this is the best way to tell u... im REALLY SORRY!! hope u'll have fun there with the rest of ur family members... we shall plan for another holiday k?? this time we'll pick a right month so that tante all can join oteh?? once again im sorry apek!!!

"i've choose this path so i've to live with it even if it breaks my heart"

going back to school is really killing me!!! now i can no longer slack around... no more skipping of lecture & stuff... furthermore i don't have lecture anymore for now...haiz... i'll be stuck in the same room with the same people doing my MP!! how boring can that be??!! there are so many rules that we have to follow... boring siak!! i feel so lost on the first day of school!! did nothing much one the first day as we have not settle down on our project yet.... after school we celebrated idah's 21 birthday... dia kena saboh rabak!! wakaka..

today im late for school!!! arrgh!!! lum pape je da late!!! & its not my fault for being late!!! its the bus fault!! i waited for 20mins for 23!!! arrgh!!! because of this, tomorrow i have to leave house even earlier!!! haiz... this means lesser sleeping time!! what the hell right?? sometimes i just wish that i've past my license so that i don't have to face all this!! but too bad i didn't...haha... why people manage to do it on their first try but why can't??? haiz... i give up!!!

i fell like i've no life anymore... weekdays im pre-occupied with school... i'll be too exhausted by the time school ends & all i want do after that is sleep!! weekend im working... haiz... not even a single day that i can wake up late!!

i guess that all..... kind of sleepy ready... wakaka...

"u don't have to give any remarks... its my life!!!"

after 2 days he was gone, he is finally back to my hands!!! yippee....ni semua mummy nye pasal...thank god he is still in good health....wakaka...

today i had a bad start seh!!!dala the night before tido tak betul...asyik tersadah-sadah je... this wasn't that bad.... the worst part is, i forget to bring my HP to work!!! & yeah i was so lost without it.... i realized that i didn't bring my hp when i was already at the bustop.... if i were to go home & take it, confirm plus chop i’ll be late for work... as a result, i went to work without my hp!!! I told myself, without it for one day won’t do any harm to me.... at most i’ll go crazy je.... wakaka... so lesson learnt here, i must check my bag before leaving the house...

work was really crappy without my hp!!! Time passes by so slowly!!! Can die seh!! All my kakis were working in the afternoon... so the whole morning i was day dreaming... the only thing in my mind was LUNCH!! Cause the time is usually faster after lunch... went i came back from lunch, im so looking forward to go HOME!!!! & i’ll be reunited with my hp.... Hehe...

From tomorrow onwards, i have to wake up at 0600hrs!!! This will be my permanent wake up time for weekdays... sapa nk give me a wake up call every morning??wakaka... i’ve to tahan this for 6 freaking months!!! Haiz... nasib nasib.... btw i still have not done my research for my MP.... ish ish... burok tol.... starting je da malas... how like that??? Wake up GREENY!!!

Quote of the day: “ when its still possible, do what ever u 1.. break it, enjoy it, love it...”

today was a horrible day man!!! what ever i had plan for didn't work out!! my initial was to go cycling at ecp in the evening, but the sky was so dark... due to the weather, i decided to eat at the old woodlands interchange... u guys must try the food there its so damn nice & cheap!!!! the portion is a lot too...

i was really hungry at that point of time cause i didn't eat anything the whole day... we didn't expect the road there to be jam cause we both forget that its a friday night, many people are going to JB... haiz... we were stuck in the jam for almost an hour... & end up we didn't even eat at the old interchange cause we didn't manage to get through to the other side as it was really jam.... nk masok alek BKE pun susah!!! while waiting in the car, we decided to take pics..haha...

apek!! can see ur jerawat!! buruknya!!!

after we escaped from the jam, we decided to meet sally at vivo since she was at her store... we ended up eating BK...haha

oh man 2 days to school reopen!!! there goes my freedom!!! haiz...

why must u guys blame it on me?? why can't u blame it on him??
WHY WHY WHY???!!
if u don't understand the situation, so do i!!!! stop asking me WHY for god's sake!!! fyi, i have nothing against him!!
no matter what i say to u both, he'll always be the apple of ur eyes!! so what the point in me telling u anything?? its best for me to keep my mouth shut & just let it be!!

to who ever that guy is,
thank so much for everything & u are a DAMN good actor!!

quote of he day: "some things are best to be kept unspoken"

Went out for our 3rd date yesterday... we went to the airport & had our dinner there.... had a lot of fun taking pics... we all tried to learn from ili how to take focus shots... but we can’t seem to get the hang out of it...haha... yati really can’t get her hands off from babayD.... haha... she kept on trying to a good focus shots... but she manage to take a few good one je....it ok yati, try harder next time k...haha.... izmah & i became a model for the night... haha... feeling model jela... they kept on taking our pics... haha...

this pic look like we are at the beach

love this pic so much!!!

yati's 1st gd shot...

so people when is the next DATE???

so much fun for yesterday...

& today im so not in the mood for anything... haiz...since i woke up, i just locked myself up in my room with jinger doing nothing else but staring at the comp... it now 1800hrs & yeah im still smelly(u know what i mean.. haha) & not a single thing has went into my tummy(this is good as i'll slim down even more!!)... its been a while that i stayed at home the whole day...

school will start in 3 days time & here we go again, the stress & pressure will be back... haiz... i'll get stress up even more.... don't worry greeny, i know u can do it!! this will be the last battle... so much things are on my mind now!!! arrrggh!!! i can go crazy thinking about it!!! so should i just follow my heart?? will it work?? hmmm.. the only way to find out is to try it...nuahaha... yeah i know im crazy...

anw i feel that i've lost some weight as i don't look fat in the pics anymore.. yahoo!!!

qoute of the day:"the future belongs to those who belive in the beauty of their
dreams" (just follow what ur heart say)

yesterday i went out with apek's friends.... had a lot of fun... they were so crazy!!! its so call a group date outing... lucky the girls were friendly... if not, mati aku.... wakaka....

we went to watch DEFINITELY MAYBE... its a must watch movie.... best gila!!!after that we head on to dempsey hill to eat ben & jerry's...wondering where is dempsey hill???

its near gleneagle hospital.... the place is really nice....& the waffle

ice-cream is really mouth watering!!!

after that we decided to play bowling....at first we decided to play at ECP, but the bowling alley there closed at 0045hrs.. so we decided to go to marina south insetad.....

when we reach marina south, the place was dark... & u know what,

the whole place was closed down to make way for the IR...

haha... so selenge of us...end up we went to ECP macd...

one of his friend is really funny.... he is so selenge!!! dia lagi selenge dari aku...

haha... & this guy happen to be mok's friend...wakaka.. what a small world... mok & him

were in the same sec sch...

for pics of the outing, have to wait...cos min still have not sent them to me...haiz susah tol if tkde camera sendiri... nak save up for it la...cam paham je...wakaka...

anw my baba & mammy is back... they touched down at 1205hrs.... thank god apek & me were not late... cos my sis told me that they will reach s'pore at 1300hrs... luckly they were held

back... anw i saw baihaki(i don't if this is the correct spelling) & nofa at the airport... he is so cute!!!

haha...

i guess i should knock off to bed now... i've to go for my MP workshop later at 1000hrs.... &

the company is located at JURONG TOWN HALL!!! like what the HELL right??!!!!

quote of the day: "life is a game, sometimes u win, sometimes u loose"

do check out my perak trip pics @ these lnks:

imah16.multiply.com
wackygal.multiply.com

Hmmm its been a while since i last updated.... muahaha... yesterday i just came back from my perak trip... the trip was damn fun & adventures!! no words can explain what

i've been through for that 3 days!!!

day 1:

reach school at 0650hrs.. we board the bus at 0725hrs... we then head towards 2nd link... it was my first time going to malaysia by 2nd link.... so i was kind of jakun.... haha.... the journey to our destination was damn long!! i got restless after awhile... belum pape je si kudut da buat hal...haha... she vomited when we were having breakfast...so funny la she...we finally reach gua tempurung around 5plus... we had to transfer to a huge lorry where everyone has to stand at the back in order to reach murni camp where we will be sleeping in a hut.... my left ear was hit by a tree branch... this is all thank to kudut for not telling me to elak!!!haha... we did something crazy while in the shower which i don't wish to share.... haha... its for the 5 of us to know only...haha...we had no activity after dinner... so it was damn boring!!!! we played stupid games & laughed a lot & tell ghost stroies..... we slept around 12plus... but tu pn tk le tido... asik tersada-sada je...

day 2:

it was the day of adventure!! we were up by o630hrs & had our breakfast at 0700hrs..... after that we had to travell up the hill by lorry to do our river rafting... this my first time doing it so i was so excited about it!!! the water at the river is cold & nice.... we went through a few rapid.... some of the rapids was a killer.. i will never forget this experience...we were done with rafting by lunch time.... then we head out to the cave.... oh man the caving was really exhausting.... we had to climb,crawl, slide & squad to get our way to the top of the cave... the experience was once again a wow one!!! we were all muddy & wet after that... we had our early dinner out side the cave & then proceed to the hotel...

we went to a budget hotel.... it was not too bad.... we washed up & then went to the shopping mall near by... the things there were expensive... so we didn't get anything there... had our so call supper at kenny rogers... yummy... then we went to the pasar malam.... nothing much there also... once we were back at the hotel, we decided to do nothing but to sleep.... had no trouble in sleeping as i was really tired!!

day 3:

our breakfast was at 0630hrs... it was so early!!! but we decide to go at 0700hrs since we had to check out at 0730hrs...haha... the breakfast was yummy... the last day was so boring as 1: we are going back to s'pore; 2: we are going to the hot spring which i find it stupid!!! i find its a waste of time going there... straight after that we went to KL (mines resort) to do our shopping before heading back to s'pore... thank god the things there were cheap!!! i didn't get much for myself... cause we didn't had much time to do our shopping as we were rushing back to s'pore...

2230hrs: we were already at the main gate of TP..... that is the end of my fun trip... & the start of my stupid life in s'pore!!! haha

ps: i just don't to be back in s'pore!!!!

i still have not get hold of the pics so wait for it k...

qoute of the day: "don't hunt what u can't kill"

today i was supposed to go out to buy things for my perak trip...but unfortunetly my friend drop by for a visit...(its a girl thing) my whole body was aching so i slept the whole day till apek came over... haha... actually im the one who is suppose to go over to his place... haha... i guess i'll buy the things after i sent my mummy & baba...

apek told me that he was hungry & as i was board at that point of time, i decided to cook something... after looking at the things in the fridge, i decided to try cooking chic rice.... step phama je.... haha... at last my chich rice didn't turn out as it suppose to be... the rice tasted like plain rice!! punyala boring....this is because i didn't add chic cube while i boil the chic... my sis & BIL kept on laughing at me.... huh, its ok i can always try again.... BLUK!!

btw baba gave me 161 ringgit!!! wehoo!!!! thanks baba!!! tk sia2 tanya dia... & thanks to BIL as he gave me 50bucks for the trip as well....i think i won't use the 50 bucks.. i'll only change that 50 bucks when i really need it...

we will be leaving for the airport later at 0930hrs.... mummy & baba both look so happy... i guess they are really looking forward to this.... gonna miss u both....

quote of the day: "no point crying about the past, learnt from it"

hello, hello... yesterday we had our perak trip brefing in school at 1000hrs.. & obviously i was late for it...haha... but luckly the brefing started late... im really excited about the whole trip.... can't wait to try the river rafting... its so fun!!! well dut u should be excited man... "don't u worry about a thing....." well u have me & mahmehmoh.... u'll be just fine.... really can't wait for the day to come.....good bye s'pore for 3 days!!! gonna miss my darling CATS!!! don't be sad apek, u'll be missed too... but i'll miss my cats more than i miss u... muahaha....

after the brefing, we meet up with sizefour & s0ulsista to go to ecp... had alot of fun there... we never fail to laugh our hearts out when ever we meet up... when we were there, we sat at the water breaker... we took lots & lots of pics... but can't upload the pics yet cos sizefour has not pass it to us... plz eh jng hilangkan pics lagi ok???muahah...

i when to sentosa today with apek... lots of chnges are happening there... the place is much better now... cam jakon gitu tadi... the weather was so nice to us.... it was sunny through out when we were tanning... but it was too hot for us... so kept on going under the shade....my tan is not as nice as apek's tan... so not fair.... huh!! hate u apek... we didn't get to swim much in the sea as there was oil patches... so we were told to keep clear of the sea.... since we are saving up for the bali trip, we didn't borther going round the island... furthermore our intension of going there was just to tan ourselve.... maybe after the bali trip then we try the rides...

here are some of the pics we took......