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* lazy ME *

hello wello..... the lazy me is back.... why im blogging now?? coz im bored!!! suprised that im up?? yes coz im already at apek's house waiting for him to get ready now! but he is still beside me, so SMELLY bum bum!!!!!

where are we going? we are going to baby hayden's birthday party.... so that is why im already up and already at his place... muahahha...

well so much things happened lately..... first & for most, MP is over!!!!!!! its like finally....... now i can start to do my own things & all.... phew.....

up next is the term test!!! its 1week to go before term test... time really goes by so fast... soon enough im done with school.... haiz.... what im going to do after graduating?? i've no freaking idea!!!!

i really miss the old times that we used to have... oh well what can i say right.... u just can't feel or see the diff i guess.... but people around me can see it but why can't u?? u don't even know if im upset.... how sad can it be right???

i should stop putting others before me.... why should i think about them, when they don't care about how i feel & all??? it really hurts at times!!!

ok got to go now....

" Love is temporary...

But friendship is forever;

Treasure ur FRIENDS more than anything!"

selamat hari raya

well raya was GREAT without U around!!! muahahaha....

its a whole new beginning, a new story & a more new chapters to come..... & yeah we did nothing again this year..... through out this four years, we never did anything on that day... coz we are either bz or we find it unnecessary to celebrate..... so that is why....

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our ite days

im really upset with what ever u said just now.... i guess i just have to accept for who u are then... my day ended so 'well'... thank u!

oh ya! suppose to have tuition today.... when i reach at the door step of the boy's house.... the boy's brother open the door with a blur face & told me that his family & the boy are out for jalan raya!!! wth rite???!!!! his mum didn't even inform me about it! waste my time only!!! till now his mum didn't even call me to apologise! bloody hell!

well need to get some sleep... its nearly 0430 hrs... gd morning ppl!

kuih & more KUIH

for the past five freaking days, i way away from home... so all of u should know how much i miss my CATS & bed rite???? especially my CATS!!!

im away because i had to make kuih over at sis & mum's place... they so leceh man... want to make kuih la apa la.... chett.... its not that i don't like to make, but i just find it troublesome....

& yeah that someone bubble me... say only he wanted to help, in the end he help a bit only.... chett.... but ok la... in return, he cooked for us for buka.... not too bad la his cooking...

well im all done with kuih.... next task that i have to do is.... KEMAS RUMAH! muahahaha.... any helper???

to u.... i don't think u even deserve my respect... so go to hell to u!!! ur parents are just to dumb to fall for ur tricks!! i'll make sure i'll be away in oct!

that aside.... im so in love with this song..... its so nice!

THIS IS ME

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is you're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

okie time for me to sleep....

Bowling

today i really start my day so damn well!! muahahaha.... my morning was filled with smile & laughter.... :)

after so long that we have planned for a bowling session... we finally got to bowl... wagaga.... but today's meeting session was not as
noisy as usual.. coz most of us were tired... we all had a long day... but we had alot of fun tho....

and im waiting for my big box of ferrero rocher... muahaha... when can i get it eh apek?? so nak lawan agi pe bowling?? haha...

till then... bye bye...

monday here we cum

weehoo.... tmr is monday!! i loike... muhahaha....

starting from this week i'll be teaching tution 3 days per week... i'll be teaching on tuesdays as well... wagaga... its really hard to push that boy seh... haizyo... i don't what else i can do... hopefully he'll at least get a border line pass seh...

anw... just now i had to wear a mascot costume for the mooncake event... the costume was so damn freaking hot seh!! well too bad no pics of me in the mascot... boohoohoo....

well that all for now...

HELLO

hello hello... been a while since i blog.... haha... im just simply lazy la.... many things to update.... but i guess most of it da basi... so i just skip it je la eh...

current update....

im still going back to school even tho is already school holidays for TP... why is this so? coz i've yet to complete my MP.... so sad... but its ok.... the sight in the lab is so nice now a days... muahaha....

just now went to do somthing to my hair... coz i can't tahan it anymore!!! the ends are too dry! yes yati, i didn't manage to keep it.... muahaha...

i have to say bye bye to my stupid N80 & say hello to my brand new LG viewty! muahaha... apek wanted to buy the hp for me but bil & sis insisted to pay him back.... well people, a BIG thank you!!

so what color is my viewty??

yeah its in PINK.... i know its so not me.... & yati will scream when she knows about this... right yati?? muahaha...

i apek was really shock when i choose pink over black.... i just wanted something different... coz its really hard to find hp in other color beside black... if only it came in GREEN!

guess that all for now.... till then...

[ part I ]

wow! the weekend i here!!! & everyone goes weeeehhhooooo!!! wagaga.... but before u knew it, monday is back again.... :(

today i didn't have a jogging date with mahmehmoh as we both had our own plans.... so sad... today most of my lab mates were lazy to do any sports... so we ended up staying in the lab playing game....

the game partapon was so fun, eventho i didn't manage to get the hang off the rythm!! haha.... they kept on laughing a me for being so selenge.... nvm i'll practice more & i'll be able to play it soon... huh!

shidah had 2 big blisters on each side of her foot.... tsh tsh... lesson learnt ok shidah, please wear a proper footwear when u are going jogging! she was afraid when we wanted to cut of the skins that were peeling off... so cute!! joel tried to get shidah's mind off while i was trying to cut the skins... as days goes buy, we can see the sweet side of joel.... he is really damn nice guy i must say! haha..

after school some of us had a trip to mustafa... was so damn funny lor! brandon was the joke of the day... haha... he was like chips more... sekejap ada sekejap tkde... haha... within 5sec, he can go missing & we had to go looking for him.... when we found him, we started walking & talking again... & moment later, he was gone again! haha... really like chips more...

we were really like small kids when we were at the toys section... haha... really fun seh... then we started talking about our childhood... & apparently cal had a deprived childhood... haha...

after walking the whole of mustafa, we head home... going on our seprate ways... ben & i were going in the same direction as he wanted to take bus number 80... he was damn sweet! he offered to walk with me till my blk... isn't it sweet?? but of coz i didn't want to trouble him, so i told him its ok....

see...this is why i like chinese guys... they are sweet & gentalmen! wagaga...

i know u guys wont have the same taste as me, so u won't feel the same way as i do... chett...

part II will be coming right up... weehhhooo... c u guys later!